Oh dear, I think there are spider webs in my blog. Hahaha, afterall it has been such a long time since my last update. Definitely no bandwidth to post more research as I have been bogged down with work. Clearing emails every evening and catching up on backlog on weekends are common routines.
Ms Scarlett has not been visiting regularly again. Her last visit was in Aug. She really doesn't fancy Mr Stress. Whenever Mr Stress is in the house, she refuses to visit. Well, I would have completed 2 out of 7 key events by today. Before event 3 knocks on my door, there is a 2-week runway. From my past patterns, I can almost predict that Ms Scarlett would come knocking tonight or tomorrow *Fingers crossed*
I also visited my IVF doc to tell him the news of my no-pay leave. He is very supportive and we would be preparing for the long protocol this time. The IVF clinic has also scheduled me to start in end Nov. If all things are on schedule, I would start Nor-E for 21 days in end Nov. Ms Scarlett would visit in end Dec and I would start injections 3rd week in Jan. Now I am really looking forward to my no-pay leave. I know it doesn't guarantee a successful IVF cycle, but I really think it would help =)
Friday, 25 October 2013
Thursday, 3 October 2013
My W-Friends - Work and Worry
It seems to be a long time since my last post as I have been superbly busy. My no-pay leave is officially approved, but I don't have the capacity to think about that yet. It is just about work, work and more work.
Pulse is deteriorating, which is expected as I have been having disturbed sleep. I dream about work, think about work as I commute and even jolt up from sleep because of work.
These few weeks had been unsettling because of some developments in my husband's workplace. Initially, I kept thinking of the possible scenarios and how it would affect our plans e.g. IVF cycles, my work etc. Things are still fluid but now I am getting slightly immune to the uncertainty, worry and anxiety.
Honestly, I think I worry too much, but I just can't chase this old-friend out.
Pulse is deteriorating, which is expected as I have been having disturbed sleep. I dream about work, think about work as I commute and even jolt up from sleep because of work.
These few weeks had been unsettling because of some developments in my husband's workplace. Initially, I kept thinking of the possible scenarios and how it would affect our plans e.g. IVF cycles, my work etc. Things are still fluid but now I am getting slightly immune to the uncertainty, worry and anxiety.
Honestly, I think I worry too much, but I just can't chase this old-friend out.
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