11weeks: Beanie is getting weaker

My TCM doc shared that from my pulse, beanie seems to be deteriorating in the last 2 weeks.  It seems that beanie doesn't seemed to be growing too well.  This news is so disheartening and adds to my myraid of fears and worries.  I tried to tell my hubby about my dark feelings but he dismissed them as my preggy hormones speaking.

I did consider going to a private gynae for another scan but I just had a session last week.  And my oscar scan is in 11 days.  I think I will hang in there and wait for the oscar scan.  Beanie, please be strong and please be healthy.  You are all I have now so please stick close and grow grow grow!