I have been very busy at work. Updates to this blog is also getting slower. Today, my connection to the office email is down and I had the time to click around the SMH sisters' blogs and read their updates.
I realised that I have not gone into the SMH since my failed IVF. It then struck me that I actually lacked the courage to go in. I feared to read about the pain of the sisters who failed. I feared feeling the inevitable heartache when I see BFP news. Unknowingly, I had isolated myself in a cocoon, with my blog as the only channel to express my IVF thoughts.
But I do hope, that one day I would be able to re-join the SMH group - with a rekindled spirit to walk alongside the many sisters in this IVF journey.
I can understand how you feel. We all need courage to go through this journey.
ReplyDeletedont worry we are all in this together! dont be afraid to face the challenge again
ReplyDeleteThanks thanks!
ReplyDeleteI guess I communicated with u bef. It's magical! We did our ivf ard same time in jun
ReplyDeleteWe r in this tog