- If I am nausea, I will try to sit more and lie less. Because lying down makes you wanna puke.
- If I am cramping, I will use a hand warmer pack to keep the area warm. It seems to numb the pain
- If I am bloating, I will eat more orange peel and wear loose clothings.
- If I am having heart palpitations, I might remove my bra to relieve the pressure.
Just trying my best to survive through the symptoms. Weirdly, when I went for a pee visit in the middle of the night, I suddenly felt normal - agile and light. As if the bloating is gone, the cramping is gone and the lower abdomen feels empty and flat. Freaked me out quite a bit and the first thought was that the beanie's heartbeat is gone. I immediately said a prayer to calm myself down.
By noon today, the old familiar symptoms are back. Cramping at the lower abdomen, bloating, the bulge above the bladder, tender bust and loss of appetite. Somehow there is something reassuring about these symptoms. It makes me feel that beanie is still there. Such shallow thinking but I am glad.
Tomorrow I will be going for my next gynae visit. Hope to hear that all is well for beanie and me.
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