Praise the Lord that the scan showed that beanie is growing and sticking to me. He is 2.1mm last week and the estimated due date is postponed from 19 Nov to 21 Nov. Beanie is growing, albeit a little slower than expected.
Doc gave a progesterone jab just to be safe and duphaston is given at highest dose of 3 tablets a day. Bed rest still recommended until the next visit which is in 3 weeks.
On the emotional front - Personally, I find it amazing that I managed to remain so composed during these times. With the crazy hormones, I think things could have really go all out of hand. While I crying lesser, the angst is not any lesser. Sometimes I wonder
if I am just a ticking time bomb. At times, I am feeling ok. Yet at
times I find myself pretending to be fine. But I can't find that happy
me back again. Perhaps not for now and the upcoming months...
Hormones at work.. making us so emo about every single thing. Best thing to do now is to relax, and take a walk and smell the flowers.
ReplyDeleteI am glad things are going well for you. Stay positive for your beanie. Take care.
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