4dp2dt: Distension and my bloating

Since my last experience with ohss, I had a strong fear of the night.  It always felt very long, dark and lonely. It never fails to envelope me with a utter sense of helplessness as I gritted through my pain.

But this time, I didn't have that feeling. Maybe my faith has grown.  I always feel that God would be beside me. If I am tired, he will carry me. Yes, at times I still will doubt his love amidst the challenges. But he is surely my light in my darkness.

The symptoms are definitely stronger this round. My bloating is so bad that my skin is totally taut. I can't stand or sit or lie down.  Even when I breathe, it hurts. 

I had no choice but to visit the 24hr clinic at the IVF clinic last night.  My urine test and blood test showed that I am cleared of ohss. Oh my gosh, this is a miracle! This is unbelievable! 

The doctor says my condition is called distension and sent me home with 2 bottles of gastric medicine.

Well, the medicine is not so helpful with the distension but at least I can sit today. And I finally felt my first tinge of hunger in 1 week! I still can't eat much cos it adds pressure to the bloating. But at least it is a one step forward. I couldn't be more thankful for his grace!