9dp3dt: I am a slug with a vengence against the black chickens

I am officially a slug now. My TCM appointment was on 12dp3dt, but I wanted to know my progress.  Did my body react well to her medicine?  Was my plan of going out to distract myself better than staying cooped up in bed? 

So off I went to my TCM doctor yesterday.  She frowned more this time, explaining that my pulse was worse now, compared to the last visit on 4dp3dt.  She suggested a daily dose of black chicken soup with eucommia bark.

This time, the words didn't hit me as hard.  Maybe I am really stronger now.  After all, it is all in God's hand and all of this is part of his plan.  I no longer ask why or how?  I just want to do what I can and leave the rest to him.  Honestly, quite proud of myself for being so composed.  I went to the DVD shop on the way home and bought myself a couple of korean drama serials.  I am going to be a good girl now - slugging in bed and overdosing on black chicken soup.

Well, honestly I can't stay in bed too long.  I realise that every 30 mins, I would be out of bed e.g. getting a drink, going to the toilet, getting some fruits or just tossing and turning.  I am really not born to be a slug.  But all I can do is to be a slug, the best that I could offer to my babies.